She’s never been on a date with someone who can’t smell a thing. That’s definitely new. She’s gone on dates with a memorable few — layers-of-makeup goth types, chunky former rugby players (guy and gal, in the same week, actually — but they didn’t know each other, she came to verify), slick corporate lawyers with moral schemes just cold enough to warrant quick, punchy one-night stands.

“But never in my life have I met someone who straight up can’t smell.” It’s early in the night; Imani is nervous and, to help with this, flitting her hands like leaflets of paper…

(“Toy soldiers” by jf1234, Creative Commons)

I don’t know you.


I’ve met you only in

photographs. Some are crisp,

like noon is blossoming, but most are

blurred like the bomb that’s

bombing, off and away. You’re



It is a Crisis, they say, and the capital ‘C’

also stands for ‘FUBAR’ — a term

I wasn’t familiar with until you

started running.


خلاص, خلاص, خلاص,

or so I imagine your child is

yelling. I’m looking for God, for you,

but He must be smoke screened,

bombed out and away.


He is always out and away

when valleys cry and cities cry,


They were holding a vigil on one of the town squares and the mourning crew was in full attendance, dressed in hipster black, all tight jeans and neck ink and mullets. Someone important had died — someone important to this slice of city, anyway. Important enough that those in charge of the vigil had bought little electric candles and printed out photos that glossed over as they stretched out in the air dopey with humidity.

Mona Darks stood among them, sweltering through a black and faded handknit dress as she thumbed her candle’s power switch on and off, on. Off…

(Charleston Mag, 2013)

Four years on and the bus had yet to show its face. Not a hiss of a brake, not the alerted beep of its kneel to the cement. Instead, the fine southern gentlemen were growing beards begged on by the liquor they drank. All about their faces the moss grew with them, moping, heavy with the sultry air of Savannah in summer.

No bus had shown because that particular bus stop, crumbling as it was into an afterthought of dust, had been removed from any and all city routes a decade before that mopey, sultry day. A couple of the…


I haven’t seen you in years. You are a human I know, real and physical, but I haven’t seen you in years. And it’s funny? Because I saw your selfie in that Instagram post on March 14, 2021 about the springtime and reawakening and soiled masks appearing from beneath the snow humps. I saw that selfie and realized I’d forgotten about you — not on purpose, and not thankfully so. You were my friend over there! Overseas, over baklava and tea. I used to be so grateful for you, and now I’m grateful all over again since I remember…

For Angela, four years on.

“mayfly” (legoalbert, CC BY 2.0)

I remember driving back from Wisconsin. We’d gone on a college visit to UW-Madison. The information session was bland, and the campus was far too hilly for my mom’s legs, which were constricted by a too-tight pair of jeans she insisted on wearing, but the proximity of campus to a lake was appreciable. After the visit we drove to the Dells and walked around, dallying in and out of t-shirt printing shops, moccasin stores, taffy stands. We ate dinner at Buffalo Phil’s, a kitschy establishment with a faux wood cabin exterior and food delivered on miniature trains. I wonder what…

He’s a man/boy/shadow/outline.

The Beginning. The storm had flattened every power line in the district, from the bellies of its cities to the farthest extremities of its fields. It was the nastiest of storms, thronged with cumulus towering in the violet midnight like gas, thronged with rain like rubber bullets that popped craters into collecting puddles, thronged with lightning strong enough to kill a man.

XYZ was sprawled against the wall of his apartment bedroom. Like everyone else in the district his power was out, and he was terrified. He had his skinny arms splayed out, fists clenched, legs buckled, chest spread, heaving…

COVID-19 should have been a rally point. It’s been far from it.

An FDNY fire engine bears the memory of a firefighter lost in the aftermath of the 9/11 terrorist attacks. (Photo: “9 11 05” by Runs With Scissors on CC)

When a team of Al-Qaeda sponsored terrorists attacked One and Two World Trade Centers and the Pentagon on September 11, 2001, Americans were shaken. A great privilege of our nation’s standing in the world — developed, extended, wealthy — is the rarity of physical attacks on our soil. Before 9/11, we had not been directly attacked since the Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor in 1941. That we still fill our TV stations with remembrance and documentaries about 9/11 every year is proof enough of its grave, exceptional place in our collective memory, and of our privilege.

In general, those who were…

We’re more accustomed to noise than we know. With so much of the world muted, we must teach ourselves to accept silence.

(Photo: Bonito on CC)

The Bartender’s Handshake is a recent arrival in Des Moines, Iowa’s cocktail scene. Its name plays off a sacred ritual among bartenders in which one bartender pours a shot for a visiting bartender. This shot could be an ounce-and-a-half of straight Angostura bitters or Fernet-Branca, a play on a house amaro, or something more complex. The Bartender’s Handshake dedicates a section of their menu to these kinds of drinks, nestled among classic cocktails and new creations.

It’s my favorite bar in the city. Small and bustling, it’s often packed well after midnight with the laughs and hollers of good drinkers…

A brief poem, with coffee.

When I arrived at the coffee house, and was

comfortably seated,

the sun was just setting into the

leftover gray of the rain.

I was dipping almond biscotti in coffee, and

letting it sog a little before ending it —

my aching belly.

When I next looked up from my

selfish spread —

laptop, coffee,

empty plate for biscotti, brainstorms —

the sun, and the gray, were gone.

Headlights lit up wet road,

the grit of city nighttime.

I was two or three ideas more than two hours before.

Composed at Smokey Row Coffee House in Des Moines, Iowa. 2.17.20.

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